yesterday..sing yee and xue li come my house do project..hmm..then at night went to wedding dinner..so sianz..i ate sooo much lor.. went home..did some maths..knew something and went to bed..thinking of many many things..slept with so many sad thoughts..
today..woke up early for maths make-up lesson..then went to have lunch..then went back to the cd-shelter..haiz...many things happen..felt so shi bai.. sorry xue li for making u wait for me...sorry..haiz..sorry to all people..sorry liuqin..sorry dizi..sorry to all...sorry sorry... haiz..useless me..went home..feeling so lousy...wanted to go out but no where to go..all went out and had their own programmes...left me..no place to go and so had to go to tuition later..still feeling as lousy as ever..arrgh..stupid me.useless me...everything also cannot do... went home..listened to songs..but still feeling so lousy..haiz... tomorrow got co..can't go wild wild wet..waited for this day to come..but in the day...one co dashed all my hopes..='( sooo jealous of the three of them....so jealous!
die..i dun know what is happening to me now..day by day..i'm becoming more and more pessimistic.. i wasn't like this in the past..yah..i'm sure..i know the answer..in the past..all these problems doesn't exist..i wouldn't have to worry at all...now..what is happening to me?? i want the past hui ru..she don't have to worry of loneliness..she dun have to worry about being neglected..she is forever so happy..she dun have to think of so many things..where are you.,hui ru?? where are you?? can anyone contact me if u found her wandering around? i need her badly..call me...91288716..
i'm beginning to found you so frightening.. so frightening that i wouldn't dare to approach you.. what happen to you? you wasn't like this in the past.. 2 weeks ago..you started to change.. so frightening...
